Me Crazified

2011-03-04T11:10:00.002+08:00

it's time for a change, for a new phase of lifetime for goodbyes, and time for hello-s.see you on the other side.

2011-01-28T00:47:00.004+08:00

if i had to live my life without you near methe days would all be empty,the nights would seem so long.with you i see forever oh so clearly,i might have been in love before,but it never felt this strong.our dreams are young and we both knowthey'll take us where we want to gohold me now,touch me now,i don't wanna live without younothing's gonna change my love for youi just love the way he sings

2010-11-04T21:53:00.002+08:00

isnt it amazing, how some random quotes online can just touch something inside you. People will forget what you said.People will forget what you did.But people will never forget how you made them feel. We come to love not by finding a perfect person, but by learning to see an imperfect person perfectly. You know you're in love when you don't wanna go to sleep at night because your life is better

2010-10-21T00:40:00.002+08:00

confidence and determination comes together, so i learn today. my homework, what can i do to make them work, what can i do to overcome them?the slacking i'm doing now, not only now but for the past years, is it worth it to give it up and start working harder, working towards my goals and what i really want to do in my life?or then again, is it giving up, or giving in?"don't be afraid to try,

2010-10-20T12:36:00.000+08:00

"Sometimes your joy is the source of your smile, but sometimes your smile can be the source of your joy." Thich Nhat Hanh

2010-10-18T22:22:00.001+08:00

Put Your Records On - Corinne Bailey RaeThree little birds, sat on my window.And they told me I don't need to worry.Summer came like cinnamonSo sweet,Little girls double-dutch on the concrete.Maybe sometimes, we've got it wrong, but it's alrightThe more things seem to change, the more they stay the sameOh, don't you hesitate.Girl, put your records on, tell me your favourite songYou go ahead, let

2010-10-16T11:32:00.003+08:00

It's the little things that happens in life that makes each moment of it so special. I'm sure many of us have heard of this phrase. And yes, so many of us have found the importance of just these few simple words. What happened at medicinal Chem lecture yesterday was just one of those moments. We were supposed to group ourselves into groups and discuss some tutorial qn answers. But us being us

2010-09-28T23:59:00.001+08:00

High - Lighthouse FamilyWhen you're close to tears remember Some day it'll all be over One day 'we're gonna get so high And though it's darker than December What's ahead is a different colour One day 'we're gonna get so high And at The end of the day We'll remember the days We were close to the edge And we'll wonder how we made it through And at The end of the day We'll remember the way We stayed

2010-09-16T12:16:00.002+08:00

I'm on the bus to school now, a real good time to be emo-ing, as most people would do, by just staring out of the window and watching the world pass by. Came across a friend's photo album ytd, and had some things to think about. Sometimes I wish we could go somewhere, just the 2 of us. With no one else. No one else at all. Just the 2 of us, enjoying life like we should, like we can. With no other

2010-09-07T22:57:00.002+08:00

you know, once in a while, people get all bitchy and stuff. pitting one girl against another is not a good idea, cat fights always occur. but then again, everyone's entitled to their personal opinion.and yes, you might have realised. this IS going to be a bitchy post. what are girls defined as in the 21st century, the era that we live in now. i met a taxi driver once while on the way to pick up

2010-08-26T23:01:00.003+08:00

i went to church that day and the speaker said something which brought tears to my eyes."if you feel like you're behind in class, don't worry cuz God is behind you."just when i was worrying about school, fyp, modules and how to catch up with the smart asses remaining. God does work wonders doesnt he? its so comforting to know that.

2010-08-21T00:29:00.002+08:00

i know i know, havent blogged for a really long time. so since i last blogged, i was still in the lovely city of toronto. and now, i've already been back in singapore for just past a month. life has been good here, ever since i came back. nothing much too difficult, fun, joy and laughter. school has started once again, year 4 is so much different now. its like you're older than almost everyone

2010-06-19T12:05:00.003+08:00

it was just an innocent dinner i had with chris and kellyn in a small fast food stall in the midst of the bustling post-dinner atmosphere of downtown toronto. as they chatted about life in singapore, we slowly drifted to the topic on jc life.and that was it. all the lovely memories in that light blue, factory worker like uniform came flooding back. i couldnt stop. i just kept telling them about

2010-06-17T13:37:00.002+08:00

I remember what you wore on the first dayYou came into my life and I thought"Hey, you know, this could be something"'Cause everything you do and words you sayYou know that it all takes my breath awayAnd now I'm left with nothingSo maybe it's trueThat I can't live without youAnd maybe two is better than oneBut there's so much timeTo figure out the rest of my lifeAnd you've already got me coming

2010-06-13T00:00:00.003+08:00

maybe this song is overused.but if every word and every line is the way i feel, it'll never be.The stars lean down to kiss youAnd I lie awake and miss youPour me a heavy dose of atmosphere'Cause I'll doze off safe and soundlyBut I'll miss your arms around meI'd send a postcard to you, dear'Cause I wish you were hereI'll watch the night turn light-blueBut it's not the same without youBecause it

2010-06-12T15:32:00.002+08:00

sometimes, our mind just goes haywire. it just goes crazy, making you look crazy, sound crazy and act retarded. i hate days like these. when obviously you try to solve something but because of your retardedly screwed up crazy mind and brain muscle cells, you ruin everything, making everything even worse than it even started off.i'm really sorry for causing any pain, hurt, and trouble. now i

2010-06-01T11:56:00.003+08:00

to do honours or not to do honours? i got my results back on sunday night (in canada) and ... well i wouldnt say it was bad, but i wouldnt say it was good.frankly speaking, i'm really tired of studying .. i want to leave, i want to get out of this place. but in the situation i'm in, i think i'll just have to stick with honours, finish one more year of hell and leave. it's demoralising to see

2010-05-28T23:31:00.002+08:00

time really flies. and yes i admit i have been ignoring the urge to update this blog hahahaha. but i'm sure most people know, (since fb is more effective than blogs) that i'll be spending the first half of my summer in toronto (summer programme). like i said, time really flies. it's already been 3 weeks since i left singapore. yes i'm slowly adapting to this place... in fact i'm adapting really

2010-04-23T01:48:00.002+08:00

the brain is influential. humans love to think about what they WANT to think about, and they block out all the stuff they DONT WANT to think about.whats the use, if nothing is gonna change?A bird caught a fish, but it escaped - well swam away would sound more appropriate. Well, would the bird still keep looking for the fish in the water? Then again, there are plenty of fishes out there. Is

2010-04-10T13:22:00.002+08:00

sometimes i wonder if i'm too giving. there seems like there's 2 sides to me right now. how apt - i'm a gemini. my mom always tells me i'm too self-centered. i don't bother helping at home, i treat the house like a hotel - just to come home and sleep. and i dun bother about others feelings.on the other hand, ben tells me i'm too focused on making other people happy at the expense of my own

2010-04-02T11:33:00.002+08:00

i heard this song on mtv and it brought back memories.my maid used to sing this to me when i was young.Eternal flame - The BanglesClose your eyes, give me your hand, darling Do you feel my heart beating, do you understand? Do you feel the same, or am I only dreaming? Is this burning an eternal flame? I believe it's meant to be, darling I watch when you are sleeping, you belong to me Do you feel

2010-03-16T02:02:00.002+08:00

in the past week, i've seen 2 major occasions of 'proud'-ness. and it makes me wonder when someone will feel the same about me. or have i STILL not reached that stage in my life yet? - even though i thought i had.the first occasion was something that really hit me. it was like a scene from the movie, except that it was happening right before me - a mother so proud of her son that it was radiating

2010-03-12T00:39:00.003+08:00

Fearless - Taylor SwiftThere's something 'bout the way The street looks when it's just rainedThere's a glow off the pavement, you walk me to car And you know, I wanna ask you to dance right there In the middle of the parking lotYeahWe're driving down the road, I wonder if you knowI'm trying so hard, not to get caught up nowBut you're just so cool, run your hands through your hair Absent mindedly,

2010-03-04T11:05:00.003+08:00

fuck you simone, stop thinking so much and get your head back in that presentation you have at 2. bloody hell.you take my hand and drag me headfirst, fearless

2010-02-27T01:36:00.003+08:00

sometimes i wonder what i am exactly. what have i been sent out to this world to achieve. i think about my role in school, in lectures, around my friends.among my lecture mates, i'm not the one who gets all the notes immediately, neither am i the smartest one, nor the one that you can count on for answers etc. i'm just the one who freeloads on everyone. taking their notes, asking them questions.

2010-02-19T02:35:00.002+08:00

owl city has amazing lyrics. simple, lovely and addictive. Vanilla Twilight - Owl CityThe stars lean down to kiss you,And I lie awake I miss you,Pour me a heavy dose of atmosphere.Cause I'll doze off safe and soundly,But I'll miss your arms around meI'll send a postcard to you dear, Cause I wish you were here.I watch the night turn light blue, But it's not the same without you, Because it takes

2010-02-07T15:20:00.003+08:00

home.how do you define a home?how do you define a family?someplace where you just go home to for your daily nap?or someplace which showers you with love, care, concern and stand beside you in times of need?i always though they were supportive, i always thought they were there for me. everything changed when they said i changed. so what about change? why cant i change? why cant anyone change? lots

2010-02-04T23:05:00.002+08:00

week 4 is ending and hell has my life been exquisitely exceptional. school is just weighing its mass down more than my brain can handle. in just 1 week, i've stayed up till 4am twice just to complete assignments, finish lab reports, and prepare for presentations. oh what is year 3 doing to me!! so it's thurs now, going on to friday. the end of week 4. week 5: presentations, and ... well thats

2010-01-18T23:23:00.004+08:00

school has started. omg totally horrible. it's only week 2 and i feel as if my whole sem has come crashing down on me already. i really don't know how i'm gonna last till the end of week 13, until exams. projects and never ending projects. chem majors don't do projects! or am i wrong?it's gonna be so xiong this sem i dont think i have time for anything else anymore.i had lab today. and i realised

2010-01-07T02:24:00.001+08:00

i close my eyes, and all my mind fills up with, is the music from the symphonic band.4.

2010-01-03T16:29:00.003+08:00

a new year, a new start. a fresh start. my emotions might have been extremely over clouded previously, but i guess when you learn to let everything go, only then can you think clearly.its true that it seems like there's no effect on me. maybe it's cuz i've already gotten used to everything nothing seems new now.with this last week - one week of holidays, one week of freedom, one week of analysis.

2009-12-30T16:26:00.004+08:00

hope is a large word to use. in fact, it's a horrible word to use. it places expectations on people that normally they end up not fulfilling. "i hope ..."what do you say when someone tells you "i hope... " ? do you just answer "ok", or would you stun awhile and think about the true answer?as much as i would love to give the positive answer so as to minimise disappointment and hurt, sometimes its

2009-12-29T23:31:00.001+08:00

i want so much to say out everything i feel here. but i have yet to come up with a way to phrase my words. so.. another time i guess.12.

2009-12-18T10:45:00.003+08:00

as i leave for hk, i'm so gonna miss those who have walked with me the past few weeks. these people, have been with me through (especially the past 2 weeks) so much that i feel as if my life would be totally different without them. i'm gonna miss ju jiamin, lennard cy, ah yen alan and retarded bitchy egoistic nocturnals.thanks for being there the past 4 months/2 weeks.

2009-12-15T12:31:00.002+08:00

a see saw can only have one side up. theres no way that both kids can stay up there, enjoying themselves. one of them definitely has to end up back down.i was at the playground, staring at these 2 boys on the see saw. looking at their faces when they went down - there was this temporary flash of disappointment, which turned quickly into happiness when they went up again. law of physics/gravity or

2009-12-08T15:10:00.005+08:00

this post, as innocent as it soundsindeed shares one of the best songs of the year.enjoy.Cobra Starship - Good Girls Go Badi make them good girls go bad i make them good girls go bad i was hanging in the corner with my five best friends i heard that you were trouble but I couldn't resist i make them good girls go bad i make them good girls go good girls go bad Flo Rida - Sugarmy lips like sugar,

2009-12-06T14:02:00.000+08:00

fuck my life.

2009-11-19T12:58:00.004+08:00

Saw you from the distance,Saw you from the stage,Something 'bout the look in your eyes,Something 'bout your beautiful faceIn a sea of people,There was only you,I never knew what this song was about,But suddenly now I doTrying to reach out to you,Touch my hand,Reach out as far as you can,Only me, only you, and the band,Trying to reach out to you,Touch my handCan't let the music stop,Can't let this

2009-11-16T14:12:00.000+08:00

i guess it wasnt the last test.how many more must i go through?

2009-11-14T02:14:00.004+08:00

i haven't blogged for extremely long, yes i know. the past few weeks have forced my life into such a whirl that now, i cant even tell the difference between right and wrong. i don't know what to blog anymore cuz some things are just meant to be kept in that small box and left in the corner to collect dust, never to be taken out again. thru the past few weeks, i've felt more emotions than i've

2009-09-27T01:07:00.003+08:00

"simone, do you feel lonely now?"the common question at brenda and audrey's parties.what am i supposed to say?it's been one month.i miss you zihan

2009-09-12T13:46:00.003+08:00

i've held off posting for a few weeks now, since everytime i log on to blogspot, the new post page appears weird. it's still weird now. but i'm guessing it's more of a permanent damage.the past 2 weeks have been a huge ride up and down, left and right. i won't deny that zihan leaving for hk has been a huge impact on me, especially during the first week of his absence. however, i guess this is

2009-08-14T00:07:00.002+08:00